My Only Solace
"Perhaps my only solace is to look at you from a far ..." ~~~~~~~~Beautiful Dreamer🥀🎕💮 There you are. Once again. You cannot say that you miss me. And as you have told me many times before, I am asinine, and I keep showing you this nature. Besmirched? Perhaps. Someone is in a chipper mood 😄 At least one of us is. Everywhere the darkness is calling you, alluring. You will make it up to him somehow. Somehow. You think that perhaps the distance may save you, that from your high horse you are protected. And perhaps you are. These days your heart doesn't break that easily. I think you are getting the hang of it. It used to bleed, from the slightest cut, smallest bruise, and it would flow like a river, and in the midst of that flood, you would be carried away. These days it is cold, there is a dampness around it, the covering is hard, like stone. They forced you to harden your heart. It was not your intention. When your blessedness appears, will you be rea...